Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Responsabilidades

Ontem, pouco antes das 16:30, eu nem conseguia respirar direito. Eram pensamentos sobre arcar com minhas responsabilidades ou irresponsabilidades, que seja. Engraçado como nos minutos subsequentes, quando tudo voltou ao normal, a primeira atitude que tomei foi tão igual a tantas outras: totalmente dispensável. 

Era aquela cratera gigantesca, impossível não vê-la, e você escolhe cair. E deixa-se levar. E tudo que eu tinha que fazer era contorná-la e seguir meu caminho. Let it go. Gostaria que tanta gente tivesse orgulho de mim. Esse é o meu problema.

Ontem eu tive minha segunda chance. E também a  trigésima nona de enxergar que vai ver eu posso valer mais do que um dia já tenha imaginado. E não importa o que eu faça nada vai mudar os outros tantos fatos. Todas as vidas seguiram adiante. 

Junkie, moi.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Uma canção perfeita para mim



All I can ever be to you,
Is a darkness that we knew
And this regret I got accustomed to
Once it was so right
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you in the hotel at night
I knew I hadn´t met my match
But every moment we could snatch
I don't know why I got so attached
It's my responsibility,
And You don't owe nothing to me
But to walk away I have no capacity

He walks away
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.

I don't understand
Why do I stress a man,
When there's so many bigger things at hand
We could have never had it all
We had to hit a wall
So this is inevitable withdrawl
Even if I stopped wating you,
A perspective pushes through
I'll be some next man's other woman soon

Ah can I play myself again?
Or should I just be my own best friend?
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men

He walks away
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.

So we are history,
Your shadow covers me
The skies above a blaze

He walks away
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.

I wish I could say no regrets
And no emotional debts
'Cause as we kissed goodbye the sun sets
So we are history
The shadow covers me
The sky above a blaze
That only lovers see

He walks away
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way
My blue shade
My tears dry on their own. (whoa)

He walks away
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way
My deep shade
My tears dry on their own

He walks away
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way
My deep shade
My tears dry

(Tears dry on their own - Amy Winehouse)

R.I.P. Amy.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Never Tear Us Apart


A versão mais linda da música do INXS, na minha opinião claaaaro! Adoro :)

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Férias!




"Oye papi
If you like it mocha
Come get a little closer
And bite me en la boca"(Rabiosa - Shakira)

Porque sinto vontade de dançar, e não me importa a letra!


Lalalalala.


Férias!